Stress much?

Yes. 

The answer is yes. 

I have allowed myself to get so overwhelmed with life that it has negatively affected my health, both mentally and physically. 

I have started counseling.  I have been to the E.R.  I have seen my doctor. 

Migraines, liver lesions, female issues, not getting pregnant, anxiety, depression.

The common thread...stress.

It's time.  It's time to take care of me.  I have to take care of me before I can even begin to take care of others.

So I need to take some time to figure out exactly what I'm going to do and how I'm going to cope.

I have to let others help me and understand that I do deserve to get help.

I do not understand why I am going through this or how I'm going to get through this, but I am comforted by this truth...

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight. 
-Proverbs 3:5