I have decided to tell you about it through a new way of blogging, commonly refered to as "vlogging" (video/blogging). This is my very first shot at shooting a video. Hopefully my ramblings make some sort of sense to you.
I hope you enjoyed by very first "vlog". I really thought I would feel something huge when I finally ate something sugary. I thought maybe I would feel a huge weight lifted off my shoulders or maybe I would feel intense guilt or disappointment in myself. Maybe I would feel a rush of happiness or satisfaction...but no. I felt none of those things. I just felt like me. There were no real big emotions for me. I just decided that it didn't taste the way I thought it would (oh and I got lots of compliments on my rice krispie treats so it's not that they were bad or anything...hehe) and I'm glad I ate it now because I don't feel like I HAVE to eat sweets and I don't feel like I'm depriving myself either. I don't know when I will eat something sugary again, but I don't think it will be very often just because I want to take care of my body and give it the fuel it needs while enjoying what I eat at the same time.